once upon a time, there was a life for me.
happiness all around, happiness for me
you went away, left me to the wolves
all alone i was, and started not to care
not to care i was alone, and you were not
there
go down deep, i still do care,
my own downfall i know
think of you, want to know the truth
you never speak to me though
am slowly dying, this life slips away
no one can see it, no one can say
just how long will i last, even i dont know
but since you left...slowly dying
and no one cares
you left for no reason, no reason i know
i tried to get an answer, all i got
was anger
and still am in the dark.
my heart is gone, my soul is gone
and i am losing my mind
without you, it all seems so unreal
do i really want to live this life?
*the body cannot live without the mind*
then i will surely end up dead
still wondering what happened
remembering things said
how i miss you, how much i still care
i know its all for nothing
maybe it always was.
everything went wrong when you went away
find some others to love...
some others to care for
doesnt work, they arent you
where is my heart when i need you now
far away, locked inside another life
if it was ever there
you own my heart, you own my soul
i gave them both to you
without them i should be dead...
maybe that will happen soon
